Just found out that my husband has been into scat for 12 years , at first i was so devistated, i fliped, i started to read all his emails then watched his videios that he had down loaded, and again completley revolted, but ater time and time again , watching them , I found myself being aroused, Now my husband has said he is now longer intersted, and he is so ashmed, how do I tell him I am getting interested, he thinks of my as his angel. I do not like the eating part, way to much, but there is some truth to feeling kind of good , with a bowel movement, Am I crazy another thing i am intersted in is how to people get into this , I asked him to be honest with me, he will not say, i do understand but not really, i want to know more, i love my husband but I feel i dont know him, I dont know how to handel thsi , i am so cufused, i need to be educated, i am so frustrated help need to talk to someone